I'm in love, and i've never been this happy. My life is changing, I'm changing, and I'm growing. I love my life. Hey (:, My name is Chelsea Shaye Hughes. I'm 16 years of age. I’ve started everything fresh, and as a person, I’ve changed for the better. I never have anything bad to say about anyone, because I try to keep those things to myself. I only trust a few close friends, and they have earned that from me, because I’ve finally learned to invest in people that I think wont abuse my friendship. I feel like I’ve finally met the light at the end of the tunnel, and it’s the happiest and most accomplished I’ve felt in so long, because its been such a rocky road getting here. I used to not care about my life and were I was going, I just wanted to have the day be done with and that was the end of it. Luckily, I woke up to reality and finally got my ass in check. I’m not confident, but I’m really working on it. I’ve switched to being more of a positive person, and put in most situations, I try to see the best possible way to help the issue. I’m really talkative, and im the absolute worst at first impressions. It’s not that hard to be friends with me, I love meeting new people. Music is my biggest passion, i love it with all of my heart, and that goes with writing. I've been writing since fifth grade, and it's the most amazing thing for me, mainly i write songs, but i also write poems, and i even like writing essay's. I get let down a lot, but a lot less than I used too. God is becoming a really big thing in my life, and I love learning more about him. I’m quite about who I am until I trust you, then I sort of overload on my feelings. I have the perfect boyfriend, and he is ultimately the best thing that has ever happened to me. The tiniest, most microscopic things make me or break me, and I won’t show it. I regroup a lot, sometimes I like to pretend I‘m in my own zone and everything is perfect, when really it‘s not at all, then I go from being completely panicking, to totally content. I can be way too conservative. I put everyone before me, I believe someone should feel important if they are, and be able to confide in others no matter what circumstance. I know I can’t save the world but I still try. I’m learning to grow up and grow out of things, and im not so sure if I like it or not. I care about whats going on in the world, and someday I wanna turn all frowns upside down. Im an individual, and I do what I want and act how I want, but I’m also submissive. Lots of times i make no since because i cant find words to express how strong i feel, or, i guess rarely people get me. I’m extremely prone to regret, and I get major guilt trips for the smallest things. I believe drama is for people who have nothing better to do but draw attention to themselves, and I avoid it as much as possible. I don’t seem to think before I talk as much as I wish I did. I dance randomly all the time. I cry too frequently, and I giggle to loud. I’m a very serious person at times, and deep conversations are what I’m all about. I don’t expect you to accept me, but I really want you too.